Your bank account could be feeling the pressure, but, as they say, Christmas comes but once a year! You may, of course, be receiving funds and signing contracts that will generate extra income. But, one way or another, self worth is the issue du jour. Whatever recent events may have done to your optimism, these influences are all about putting the past behind you and expecting the future to be different.
You are a high achiever, Taurus, and someone who rarely gives in, but what you sometimes lack is the ability to let go and move on. Do not be afraid to do so now. If someone offers you an apology, an olive branch or a new way forward, accept with grace.